Feb 19, 2012
Feb 9, 2012
Fourteen
My tears have dried.
You are the same, you haven't changed.
Still my hero, my light, my guide.
I love you,
your son
Feb 3, 2012
It's time - Part 2
We became friends... I shared a lot of my thoughts with him about my breakup with Domi and what I was going through. Within a few months he had become someone I started to trust and someone I really liked.
I was very interested in his culture... even started learning a bit of Slovene.
I used to do silly things like going to google translator and type whole tweets in there and have wacky translations which I tweeted to him.
Part 2
At that time I was 18 and he was 15... "waaaay too young" I thought to myself and fought any possible thought or feeling from developing into something more than a friendship.
"Internet relationship? That's crazy, that will never work. You don't want that, Nic" I said to myself over and over again.
In the meantime he didn't stop being adorable and cute and sweet and lovely. We kept on talking every day. He quickly tweeted himself into my friend's hearts. Everybody likes him.
In September, for his 16th birthday I wanted to do something special for him. I just sent out some direct messages to people who knew him and were friends with him and asked them if they wanted to contribute to his birthday present. I was extremely surprised by the response and especially the quality of responses I received. It was awesome... I was soo soo soo happy...
It was HIS birthday present but I was the one who was as happy as a small child who gets candy. It was such an amazing thing to see the love that he received.
Finally, a short time after his birthday, our friend James drove all the way from Birmingham to London to give him his present with a very nice birthday card. Grega was there on a 3-day school trip. He was so happy... James said he kept on saying thank you, thank you, thank you, all the time... I am so jealous that James got to witness that moment.
Finally in October... actually on the 2nd... that's right... FOUR MONTHS AGO :), he and I were talking about us, our friendship and our feelings. He said: "Nic... DTR... define the relationship"... I couldn't hold back... I kept on lying to myself and thinking I had my feelings under control. But I couldn't fight it any longer... I said "I guess... we are... boyfriends?!" still a bit unsure...
That's all he needed to hear... he made it a big big big thing and didn't even give me the chance to paddle back or to rethink my choice of wording things.... hahahaha... he was amazing... he made us happen... all him... and I am so happy that he blew this up... kept me calling his boyfriend and how much he loved me.
Oh Greggy, how much I love you.
I thought about us a lot... we had some very serious talks. We are also very silly and planning our future... talking about how we would live together, where we would work, how our children would be like, that he will be called Daddy while they would call me Papa :)
I told him we should adopt cos I will not ruin my figure ;)
We even went on the IKEA website and looked at furniture for our future home.
I KNOW... WE ARE SILLY.... BUT WE ARE IN LOVE :o)
yesterday we celebrated our 4 month anniversary... he is very sweet. He makes me happy.
He makes me happy.
He makes me happy.
I was very interested in his culture... even started learning a bit of Slovene.
I used to do silly things like going to google translator and type whole tweets in there and have wacky translations which I tweeted to him.
Part 2
At that time I was 18 and he was 15... "waaaay too young" I thought to myself and fought any possible thought or feeling from developing into something more than a friendship.
"Internet relationship? That's crazy, that will never work. You don't want that, Nic" I said to myself over and over again.
In the meantime he didn't stop being adorable and cute and sweet and lovely. We kept on talking every day. He quickly tweeted himself into my friend's hearts. Everybody likes him.
In September, for his 16th birthday I wanted to do something special for him. I just sent out some direct messages to people who knew him and were friends with him and asked them if they wanted to contribute to his birthday present. I was extremely surprised by the response and especially the quality of responses I received. It was awesome... I was soo soo soo happy...
It was HIS birthday present but I was the one who was as happy as a small child who gets candy. It was such an amazing thing to see the love that he received.
Finally in October... actually on the 2nd... that's right... FOUR MONTHS AGO :), he and I were talking about us, our friendship and our feelings. He said: "Nic... DTR... define the relationship"... I couldn't hold back... I kept on lying to myself and thinking I had my feelings under control. But I couldn't fight it any longer... I said "I guess... we are... boyfriends?!" still a bit unsure...
That's all he needed to hear... he made it a big big big thing and didn't even give me the chance to paddle back or to rethink my choice of wording things.... hahahaha... he was amazing... he made us happen... all him... and I am so happy that he blew this up... kept me calling his boyfriend and how much he loved me.
Oh Greggy, how much I love you.
I thought about us a lot... we had some very serious talks. We are also very silly and planning our future... talking about how we would live together, where we would work, how our children would be like, that he will be called Daddy while they would call me Papa :)
I told him we should adopt cos I will not ruin my figure ;)
We even went on the IKEA website and looked at furniture for our future home.
I KNOW... WE ARE SILLY.... BUT WE ARE IN LOVE :o)
yesterday we celebrated our 4 month anniversary... he is very sweet. He makes me happy.
He makes me happy.
He makes me happy.
Feb 2, 2012
4 months of happiness
I love my boyfriend. He makes me so happy. Today is our 4th monthyversary :)I hope he doesn't mind me posting our private conversation. But I have to show you guys how cute and sweet he is:
(I sent him a Christmas package and it contained one of those key-chain LED mini flashlights)
today he wrote
[23:07:14] Grega: you are a part of my life
[23:07:24] Grega: anywhere i go
[23:07:28] Grega: you are with me
[23:07:30] Grega: thank you for that
[23:07:33] Grega: and the light
[23:07:36] Grega: i always turn it on
[23:07:40] Grega: when i miss you
[23:07:47] Grega: its the way of showing you are with me
[23:07:52] Grega: the light you sent me
[23:07:53] Grega: i have it on my keys
[23:07:56] Grega: always in my pocket
[23:08:02] Grega: and i light it up few times a day
[23:08:24] Grega: people do it for me...cuz they want to see it..and i am so happy..when they do..i say..look...they are giving me nicky :D
[23:08:35] Grega: i light up my mouth..and you kiss me
[23:08:41] Grega: i light up my eyes..and you look at my eyes
[23:08:47] Grega: its my lucky charm now
GOD... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
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