I'm glad to see that the first little resentments towards Greggy are vanishing. At first my friends were angry at me and at him. Because we are spending so much time with each other. They said he was hogging me.
And it is true, I do spend less time on twitter and I haven't blogged in a while and I spend a lot of time with him.
But isn't it the purpose of life to do what makes you happy? He makes me happy. Way happier than being on twitter and feeding my ego by telling the world about the things I have done and fishing for attention and compliments. I don't need that anymore.
It's because he is giving me what I need. Happiness. Laughter. Fun.
and the feeling you get when you see a puppy or a baby or something really sad or something very emotional. He gives me the feeling of being overwhelmed by whatever it is I am feeling for him. Sometimes he is so adorable, I just want to eat him up. Seriously. He should be happy there are 1000km between the two of us. He would be in danger of getting his cheeks bitten.
I love him. And yesterday I wanted to express that love through the moon. Because it was a clear night I could see the full moon. I was talking to him on skype at that moment and I asked him if he could look outside and if he could see the moon too.
[04.07.2012 23:45:54] Nic: can you look out the window?and not a whole minute later:
[04.07.2012 23:45:58] Nic: do you see the moon?
[04.07.2012 23:46:02] Greggy: okey love
[04.07.2012 23:46:03] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:46:52] Greggy: honey I cant see the moon but I can pretend I do
[04.07.2012 23:46:58] Greggy: if u have something to say
[04.07.2012 23:47:00] Nic: no no
[04.07.2012 23:47:05] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:47:08] Nic: it's ok
[04.07.2012 23:47:14] Nic: it's a full moon
[04.07.2012 23:47:14] Greggy: mwah tell me love <3
[04.07.2012 23:47:20] Greggy: meaning?
[04.07.2012 23:47:24] Nic: nothing
[04.07.2012 23:47:33] Nic: I wanted us to look at it at the same time
[04.07.2012 23:47:50] Greggy: I love you
[04.07.2012 23:47:51] Greggy: I'm sorry
[04.07.2012 23:47:51] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:48:45] Greggy: honey..do you see your windows logo on the bottom left?
[04.07.2012 23:48:53] Greggy: imagine it's our moon
[04.07.2012 23:48:56] Greggy: lets look at it together
[04.07.2012 23:48:59] Greggy: now
[04.07.2012 23:49:00] Greggy: :D
[04.07.2012 23:49:07] Greggy: mwah
I rest my case. I like twitter and my friends. And I like spending time with them occasionally. But seriously... I mean, SERIOUSLY... Do you understand it now?