Aug 31, 2012
Isn't it a pity
Dreams, that's where I have to go to see your beautiful face, anymore
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation where we both admit we had it good but
until then it's alienation, I know, that much is understood
And I realize
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I'm not over you
Not over you
Damn, damn damn you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
You took this heart and put it through hell
But still you're magnificent
I'm a boomerang doesn't matter how you throw me
Turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth.
No matter what I say, I'm not over you
And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I'm not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Aug 28, 2012
Friends half around the world
My heart is filled with euphoria and happiness because I can feel my friend's love for his boyfriend. I don't know Andrew yet but I'm sure Steve will introduce us some day. Thank you for making him so happy, Andrew :o)
"One thing that we like doing is we'll both sit at the piano and I will play and he will sing. He likes the song "When Somebody Loved Me" from Toy Story 2. I happened to have that song, and I played it for him and he shed a little tear. It was so cute. He stayed the night and it was so nice waking up next to him the next morning." - Steve - planetx_123
Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing.
Aug 22, 2012
Jul 5, 2012
Adorableness
I haven't blogged in a long time. Mainly it's because I don't have much to get off of my chest. Any problems I have I either discuss with my boyfriend or if it is about my boyfriend I talk to my friends.
I'm glad to see that the first little resentments towards Greggy are vanishing. At first my friends were angry at me and at him. Because we are spending so much time with each other. They said he was hogging me.
And it is true, I do spend less time on twitter and I haven't blogged in a while and I spend a lot of time with him.
But isn't it the purpose of life to do what makes you happy? He makes me happy. Way happier than being on twitter and feeding my ego by telling the world about the things I have done and fishing for attention and compliments. I don't need that anymore.
It's because he is giving me what I need. Happiness. Laughter. Fun.
and the feeling you get when you see a puppy or a baby or something really sad or something very emotional. He gives me the feeling of being overwhelmed by whatever it is I am feeling for him. Sometimes he is so adorable, I just want to eat him up. Seriously. He should be happy there are 1000km between the two of us. He would be in danger of getting his cheeks bitten.
I love him. And yesterday I wanted to express that love through the moon. Because it was a clear night I could see the full moon. I was talking to him on skype at that moment and I asked him if he could look outside and if he could see the moon too.
I rest my case. I like twitter and my friends. And I like spending time with them occasionally. But seriously... I mean, SERIOUSLY... Do you understand it now?
I'm glad to see that the first little resentments towards Greggy are vanishing. At first my friends were angry at me and at him. Because we are spending so much time with each other. They said he was hogging me.
And it is true, I do spend less time on twitter and I haven't blogged in a while and I spend a lot of time with him.
But isn't it the purpose of life to do what makes you happy? He makes me happy. Way happier than being on twitter and feeding my ego by telling the world about the things I have done and fishing for attention and compliments. I don't need that anymore.
It's because he is giving me what I need. Happiness. Laughter. Fun.
and the feeling you get when you see a puppy or a baby or something really sad or something very emotional. He gives me the feeling of being overwhelmed by whatever it is I am feeling for him. Sometimes he is so adorable, I just want to eat him up. Seriously. He should be happy there are 1000km between the two of us. He would be in danger of getting his cheeks bitten.
I love him. And yesterday I wanted to express that love through the moon. Because it was a clear night I could see the full moon. I was talking to him on skype at that moment and I asked him if he could look outside and if he could see the moon too.
[04.07.2012 23:45:54] Nic: can you look out the window?and not a whole minute later:
[04.07.2012 23:45:58] Nic: do you see the moon?
[04.07.2012 23:46:02] Greggy: okey love
[04.07.2012 23:46:03] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:46:52] Greggy: honey I cant see the moon but I can pretend I do
[04.07.2012 23:46:58] Greggy: if u have something to say
[04.07.2012 23:47:00] Nic: no no
[04.07.2012 23:47:05] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:47:08] Nic: it's ok
[04.07.2012 23:47:14] Nic: it's a full moon
[04.07.2012 23:47:14] Greggy: mwah tell me love <3
[04.07.2012 23:47:20] Greggy: meaning?
[04.07.2012 23:47:24] Nic: nothing
[04.07.2012 23:47:33] Nic: I wanted us to look at it at the same time
[04.07.2012 23:47:50] Greggy: I love you
[04.07.2012 23:47:51] Greggy: I'm sorry
[04.07.2012 23:47:51] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:48:45] Greggy: honey..do you see your windows logo on the bottom left?
[04.07.2012 23:48:53] Greggy: imagine it's our moon
[04.07.2012 23:48:56] Greggy: lets look at it together
[04.07.2012 23:48:59] Greggy: now
[04.07.2012 23:49:00] Greggy: :D
[04.07.2012 23:49:07] Greggy: mwah
I rest my case. I like twitter and my friends. And I like spending time with them occasionally. But seriously... I mean, SERIOUSLY... Do you understand it now?
May 16, 2012
Words just can't describe
Hey world... I love him twitter.com/NickysBoy/stat…
— G (@NickysBoy) May 16, 2012
He makes me so happy with the smallest things.
You have to see his smile... oh his smile <3
I can picture him smiling when he took that picture.
It makes it that more special.
I love him
Apr 2, 2012
YOU and I are like honey and bears
Lyrics
Hi
Boy you just caught my eye
thought I should give it try
and get your name & your number
go grab some lunch & eat cucumbers
WHY, DID I SAY THAT?
I don't know why.
But you're smilin' & it's something' i like
on your face, yeah it suits you
boy we connect like we have bluetooth
i don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract
You & I
could be like sonny & cher
honey & bears
You & I
could be like aladdin & jasmine
lets make it happen
La La's
Hey
How've you been?
I know that it's been awhile.
Are you tired cause you've been on my mind
runnin' thousand & thousands of miles
Sorry, I know that line's outta style
but you
you look so beautiful on this starry night
loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes & your smile
i'm captivated
your beauty is timeless never outdated
i don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract
babe
its been 6 months since that special day
when I asked you on our first date
i guess it's safe to say
Let me say
you look beautiful on our wedding day
Mar 28, 2012
Playing dirty
Every good relationship has it's ups and downs... the more you care for someone, the more intense and passionate a fight will be. However there should be rules... clear rules for fighting with your boyfriend.
I had a huge misunderstanding over something of high importance to me with Greggy and I was really really mad at him. This one was big and he knew he had screwed up so he kept on apologizing and wanting to talk to me about it when all I wanted was to be left alone and be angry. I needed to calm down and he was clearly not helping with his continuous attempts of getting to talk. Be it twitter DMs, skype, iphone messages or email.
BTW, I would like to make clear that only this time he screwed up. Usually it is me who does something stupid, But he can't stay mad at me for long... because... let's face it... I'm adorable ;)
Anyways... I was mad... really mad and I was trying to talk to someone else on skype while he kept on calling and it was getting hard to ignore him and I was so mad that I was afraid if I had taken his call I would have said really bad stuff that I would regret later.
So... eventually he stopped... for a whole 10 minutes... then he tried a new strategy... HE PLAYED DIRTY.
Out of the blue he sent me a link... I could see it was a youtube link... and my curiosity got the best of me and I had to click it. And what do I see?
(btw I renamed his skype to Honeybunny... I love him)
Honeybunny: I am trying...
Honeybunny: you say its not enough...
Honeybunny: I love you
Honeybunny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0put0_a--Ng
YES... ADELE... He posted a link to ADELE. "Make You Feel My Love"
what a cheap shot... he knows I am a big sucker for Adele.
How can I stay mad at him when he does that? So I replied:
Nic: let me be mad at you
Nic: i need to let the anger out
Honeybunny: why waste a minute of happiness with maddnes...its pointless
Honeybunny: let it out on me
Honeybunny: yell it out
Honeybunny: scream at me
Honeybunny: bite me
Honeybunny: just hug me in the end
Honeybunny: and tell me everything is gonna be alright
So... since I was still talking to my friend and trying not to think about the fight, I told him to stop writing me.
Nic: stop writing
And then,.ladies and gentlemen... here the game got really dirty... it was HUGE....
He left for 7 minutes then sent me a recorded memo on iMessage
Honeybunny: i imessaged you
Honeybunny: i sent you a memo since I can't write
OMG HOW ADORABLE IS THAT?
SERIOUSLY?
OMG!!!
It took me a lot of self convincing to not give in and stay angry to make my point...
The next day we talked and after spending some time away from him with my friends Alex and Domi and getting drunk.... oh wait... need to tell you guys about that.
yeah... the whole afternoon Domi was actually giving me advice on how to make things work with Greggy... and since I was drunk and Alex's mom took my car keys, it was Domi who drove me when Greggy asked me to come home and talk to him.
When I arrived home, the alcohol I had consumed earlier was doing it's work and I was very tired.
I managed to log in on skype while being in bed and I only talked to him in a very sleepy and soft voice.
"I love you Greggy. All is fine. I love you. Mwah... goodnight"
He was adorable. He IS adorable. I hate when we fight. I feel so bad being forced to be a dick to him. Just to make my point that my feelings are hurt. There must be a better way... I'm working on it. That's how relationships (and we as human beings) grow, right?
I had a huge misunderstanding over something of high importance to me with Greggy and I was really really mad at him. This one was big and he knew he had screwed up so he kept on apologizing and wanting to talk to me about it when all I wanted was to be left alone and be angry. I needed to calm down and he was clearly not helping with his continuous attempts of getting to talk. Be it twitter DMs, skype, iphone messages or email.
BTW, I would like to make clear that only this time he screwed up. Usually it is me who does something stupid, But he can't stay mad at me for long... because... let's face it... I'm adorable ;)
Anyways... I was mad... really mad and I was trying to talk to someone else on skype while he kept on calling and it was getting hard to ignore him and I was so mad that I was afraid if I had taken his call I would have said really bad stuff that I would regret later.
So... eventually he stopped... for a whole 10 minutes... then he tried a new strategy... HE PLAYED DIRTY.
Out of the blue he sent me a link... I could see it was a youtube link... and my curiosity got the best of me and I had to click it. And what do I see?
(btw I renamed his skype to Honeybunny... I love him)
Honeybunny: I am trying...
Honeybunny: you say its not enough...
Honeybunny: I love you
Honeybunny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0put0_a--Ng
YES... ADELE... He posted a link to ADELE. "Make You Feel My Love"
what a cheap shot... he knows I am a big sucker for Adele.
How can I stay mad at him when he does that? So I replied:
Nic: let me be mad at you
Nic: i need to let the anger out
Honeybunny: why waste a minute of happiness with maddnes...its pointless
Honeybunny: let it out on me
Honeybunny: yell it out
Honeybunny: scream at me
Honeybunny: bite me
Honeybunny: just hug me in the end
Honeybunny: and tell me everything is gonna be alright
So... since I was still talking to my friend and trying not to think about the fight, I told him to stop writing me.
Nic: stop writing
And then,.ladies and gentlemen... here the game got really dirty... it was HUGE....
He left for 7 minutes then sent me a recorded memo on iMessage
Honeybunny: i imessaged you
Honeybunny: i sent you a memo since I can't write
OMG HOW ADORABLE IS THAT?
SERIOUSLY?
OMG!!!
It took me a lot of self convincing to not give in and stay angry to make my point...
The next day we talked and after spending some time away from him with my friends Alex and Domi and getting drunk.... oh wait... need to tell you guys about that.
yeah... the whole afternoon Domi was actually giving me advice on how to make things work with Greggy... and since I was drunk and Alex's mom took my car keys, it was Domi who drove me when Greggy asked me to come home and talk to him.
When I arrived home, the alcohol I had consumed earlier was doing it's work and I was very tired.
I managed to log in on skype while being in bed and I only talked to him in a very sleepy and soft voice.
"I love you Greggy. All is fine. I love you. Mwah... goodnight"
He was adorable. He IS adorable. I hate when we fight. I feel so bad being forced to be a dick to him. Just to make my point that my feelings are hurt. There must be a better way... I'm working on it. That's how relationships (and we as human beings) grow, right?
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