"Thinking Out Loud"

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

time...

I have so many things to talk about and so little time to do it.
Priority is a word I learned to understand in the last two weeks.
Setting priorities means that you don't have the time to care for the less important things in your life.
The question is, are there less important things in life? what does 'less important' mean? if it is not that important then why care about it at all? why not drop it completely?
So there is no 'less important thing'... either it's there or it's not. Why put a priority on it?

Time...

I neglected a lot of things in the past few weeks.
One and foremost my best of bestest friend, soulmate, partner in crime, greatest German basketball player since Nowitzki: Dominik, which I only came to talk to in school, during basketball practice and the one or two phone calls a day usually before going to sleep.

Time...

I haven't posted anything in here for a while although I have tons of things to tell... like this concert I have been to a week before last Friday, my surprise birthday party last Tuesday night, the presents I got from my mother last Wednesday, the present I got from Dominik and the present I got from Adam+Dominik. The fairy tale like date I had yesterday with my boyfriend. TONS of things to tell you guys about.

Time...

I also haven't talked to some of my online friends lately... like Sarah, I don't know how she is doing. Whenever I get the chance to come online she isn't there.
Lucas being another one... I miss them all. Lucas is getting ready for a trip from summer-hot New Zealand to winter-cold Europe very soon and I would like to know more about the things he has planned... maybe he'll come to Germany and we can meet.
So far I only promised him a good hot cup of coffee and a hug. I want to see if he just looks like a teddybear or if he also feels like one :o)

I promised Ellie aka theatre4evergirl to be on MSN to finally talk to her after writing messages and leaving comments on eachother's cahnnels for the last two months. Hell I don't even know how our adopted kitten HUGO is doing.

Time...

And my family... mostly my mom. I had to promise her something this morning at the breakfast table. The only present she wants for christmas is the present of time. Time to spend with me. Time for us to go to the movies... to have dinner in a nice restaurant... to talk.

Time is important. Make time for... give time to... and spend time with your loved ones.

Time...

This blog took me 30 minutes to write. And another 10 minutes to search for the appropriate music I want to post along with.



Lionel Richie - Time

Isn't it a pity

Dreams, that's where I have to go to see your beautiful face, anymore
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation where we both admit we had it good but
until then it's alienation, I know, that much is understood
And I realize

If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I'm not over you

Not over you

Damn, damn damn you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
You took this heart and put it through hell
But still you're magnificent
I'm a boomerang doesn't matter how you throw me
Turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth.
No matter what I say, I'm not over you

And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced

So until then

If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I'm not over you

Not over you
Not over you
Not over you

Friends half around the world

My heart is filled with euphoria and happiness because I can feel my friend's love for his boyfriend. I don't know Andrew yet but I'm sure Steve will introduce us some day. Thank you for making him so happy, Andrew :o)

"One thing that we like doing is we'll both sit at the piano and I will play and he will sing. He likes the song "When Somebody Loved Me" from Toy Story 2. I happened to have that song, and I played it for him and he shed a little tear. It was so cute. He stayed the night and it was so nice waking up next to him the next morning."   -   Steve - planetx_123

Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing.

AWESOME waterfall

Adorableness

I haven't blogged in a long time. Mainly it's because I don't have much to get off of my chest. Any problems I have I either discuss with my boyfriend or if it is about my boyfriend I talk to my friends.

I'm glad to see that the first little resentments towards Greggy are vanishing. At first my friends were angry at me and at him. Because we are spending so much time with each other. They said he was hogging me.
And it is true, I do spend less time on twitter and I haven't blogged in a while and I spend a lot of time with him.

But isn't it the purpose of life to do what makes you happy? He makes me happy. Way happier than being on twitter and feeding my ego by telling the world about the things I have done and fishing for attention and compliments. I don't need that anymore.

It's because he is giving me what I need. Happiness. Laughter. Fun.

and the feeling you get when you see a puppy or a baby or something really sad or something very emotional. He gives me the feeling of being overwhelmed by whatever it is I am feeling for him. Sometimes he is so adorable, I just want to eat him up. Seriously. He should be happy there are 1000km between the two of us. He would be in danger of getting his cheeks bitten.

I love him. And yesterday I wanted to express that love through the moon. Because it was a clear night I could see the full moon. I was talking to him on skype at that moment and I asked him if he could look outside and if he could see the moon too.

[04.07.2012 23:45:54] Nic: can you look out the window?
[04.07.2012 23:45:58] Nic: do you see the moon?
[04.07.2012 23:46:02] Greggy: okey love
[04.07.2012 23:46:03] Greggy: <3
[04.07.2012 23:46:52] Greggy: honey I cant see the moon but I can pretend I do
[04.07.2012 23:46:58] Greggy: if u have something to say
[04.07.2012 23:47:00] Nic: no no
[04.07.2012 23:47:05] Greggy:  <3
[04.07.2012 23:47:08] Nic: it's ok
[04.07.2012 23:47:14] Nic: it's a full moon
[04.07.2012 23:47:14] Greggy: mwah tell me love <3
[04.07.2012 23:47:20] Greggy: meaning?
[04.07.2012 23:47:24] Nic: nothing
[04.07.2012 23:47:33] Nic: I wanted us to look at it at the same time
[04.07.2012 23:47:50] Greggy: I love you
[04.07.2012 23:47:51] Greggy: I'm sorry
[04.07.2012 23:47:51] Greggy: <3

and not a whole minute later: 

[04.07.2012 23:48:45] Greggy: honey..do you see your windows logo on the bottom left?
[04.07.2012 23:48:53] Greggy: imagine it's our moon
[04.07.2012 23:48:56] Greggy: lets look at it together
[04.07.2012 23:48:59] Greggy: now
[04.07.2012 23:49:00] Greggy: :D
[04.07.2012 23:49:07] Greggy: mwah

I rest my case. I like twitter and my friends. And I like spending time with them occasionally. But seriously... I mean, SERIOUSLY... Do you understand it now?

Words just can't describe

Hey world... I love him twitter.com/NickysBoy/stat…
— G (@NickysBoy) May 16, 2012

He makes me so happy with the smallest things.
You have to see his smile... oh his smile <3
I can picture him smiling when he took that picture.
It makes it that more special.
I love him