It's time - Part 1

For a long time I have been hesitating to talk about the new love in my life. For two reasons. The first reason is that I know that Dominik is reading my blog, in fact he has posted on here himself a while back. He was out of my life for a while and around my birthday in December we started talking and giving our friendship a chance. Since then I was just trying not to "rub it in" that I am happy with a new boy in my life, that I have moved on.


The second reason is, that this blog has so many memories of AWESOME times with Domi that I just found it very hard to bring in Greggy into this. It felt like "this is DomiNic's home". I didn't want him to feel like he is being compared to Domi or that he has to do the things Domi has done.


OMG, now that I am saying this I realize how stupid it sounds. But you know, guys... love isn't rational. Feelings aren't rational... So it's normal to think stupid things, I guess... I was just trying to be careful and not hurt anyone.


Now, after being with him for almost 4 months (on February 2nd it will be our fourmonthyversary), I know that he is assured enough that I only have feelings for him and that he means the world to me and that I am deeply deeply in love with him.


And I also know that enough time has passed (a whole year) to say that things have healed between Domi and me. That reading about Greggy will not hurt him.

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The boy that is the center of my love life is an angel that doesn't live in my country. I have met him on twitter. On May 7 2011 he started following me and just sent me a tweet asking to follow him back. Since I have enough straight guys in my offline life I wasn't interested in talking to straight guys on twitter, so my reply and first question was "are you gay?". haha I wasn't thinking really... later he told me that that weirded him out. His reply was "nope ..bisexual .. Why does this have to define ..(I am not English so my English is not perfect)"


After the first few tweets about Glee and how cute Chord Overstreet is, I found out that he was 15. His English was amazing for a 15 year old. I know that cos I am tutoring a 14 year old :) 
Anyways... we started talking more and more to each other. The topics had more depth and we talked about how you shouldn't trust people on the internet.


We became friends... I shared a lot of my thoughts with him about my breakup with Domi and what I was going through. Within a few months he had become someone I started to trust and someone I really liked. 
I was very interested in his culture... even started learning a bit of Slovene.
I used to do silly things like going to google translator and type whole tweets in there and have wacky translations which I tweeted to him.


Part 2 will follow soon