Derek.
Derek is one of my heroes.
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18Nov 26, 2008
Sick(s)-Teen
My birthday is on next Wednesday. I'll turn 16.
"Sweet little sixteen" my ass. The only thing that is gonna change for me is that I will be legally allowed to drink beer in Germany. YAAAAY.
I am very mad at people around me who constantly keep on saying "but you're young, you'll get over it", "but you're young, you'll forget it", "but you're young, you don't have problems".
It's like you don't get recognized as a person. Noone sees you as a person with problems, needs and feelings.<
I have a friend, his name is Dirk. Dirk got beaten up after school by some asshole idiots. They left him with a heavily bleeding nose and stole his money. They did it for 5 fucking bucks.
Dirk is 14. He is an angel by heart. What sick bastard would hit a 14 year old for 5 Euro?
But instead of going to the police and talk to his son and make him feel better, his asshole of a dad talks down to him and says that he should have hit them back, he should have fought back.
His mom says that "he will forget it soon" but noone actually taks to him. He told me he has nightmares and in his dreams he hugs the feet of one of the attackers to make the kicking stop.
Why are people like this? Why do you have to do this to someone? What kind of pleasure do you get out of this?
sick bastards
"Sweet little sixteen" my ass. The only thing that is gonna change for me is that I will be legally allowed to drink beer in Germany. YAAAAY.
I am very mad at people around me who constantly keep on saying "but you're young, you'll get over it", "but you're young, you'll forget it", "but you're young, you don't have problems".
It's like you don't get recognized as a person. Noone sees you as a person with problems, needs and feelings.<
I have a friend, his name is Dirk. Dirk got beaten up after school by some asshole idiots. They left him with a heavily bleeding nose and stole his money. They did it for 5 fucking bucks.
Dirk is 14. He is an angel by heart. What sick bastard would hit a 14 year old for 5 Euro?
But instead of going to the police and talk to his son and make him feel better, his asshole of a dad talks down to him and says that he should have hit them back, he should have fought back.
His mom says that "he will forget it soon" but noone actually taks to him. He told me he has nightmares and in his dreams he hugs the feet of one of the attackers to make the kicking stop.
Why are people like this? Why do you have to do this to someone? What kind of pleasure do you get out of this?
sick bastards
Unrequited
Lucas.
I like Lucas. Lucky Luke is not only a cool person, but also a great listener. And I think he has a lot of talent. Listen to this original song of his. I love the bridge-part. And the lyrics are good. And he sings it good. Would someone rich please get him some proper recording equipment? Thank you.
( oh and visit his channel: youtube.com/IAmLucasJC )
Lyrics:
I thought I was the one to keep you
Standing on your own two feet
But I found out I was looking at me.
You told me I was the one who helped you
Figure yourself out but I don't
Think I've figured myself out just yet
Cos I'm in denial
It hurts my health
What's mine is yours, what's yours is mine
But I want it all to myself
The boy is mine
When I see you on I get turned on
But I pretend I don't care at all
And I tell myself it's not the way to go
Well it's not like I've never felt this before
But this time I feel it more and more
And I just know you've heard it all before
Cos I'm in denial
It hurts my health
What's mine is yours, what's yours is mine
But I want it all to myself
The boy is mine
I've had enough
Of this hell
I've had enough, I can't go on
I tripped and fell x2
The boy is mine x4
Nov 21, 2008
kissing
fuck it's hard to concentrate on the good things in life, when you are really mad at someone.
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today I'd like to talk to you about kissing.
A kiss on the right time from the right person can mean the world to you.
Adam and I went out last night and we came home real late, like at midnight or something.
Since my sister and my mom were asleep already we went to my room.
I wanted to put some mp3 files on his iPod which I had prepared earlier for him.
Of course this was not what I really wanted.
We ended up on my bed making out. I wanted more but I was also a bit drunk.
He refused to take off his clothes while still enjoying the fact that I was half naked... lol... so there is still hope :o)
what we actually did was more beautiful than sex. It was love in it's most... whoaw... I just realized it was the best kiss of my life.
We layed there and it was a bit cold for me so he was just hugging me from behind and we stayed like that for half an hour.
then he gave me a long kiss. I could feel his heart beating.
Kiss. it's a beautiful word, isn't it? He kissed me in a way that I felt like he is a part of me. like my hand. Then he said it: Adam said I love you.
He is the right guy at the right place at the right time.
I had school today and I can honestly say that I have no clue how the day went by. I had a high I was riding on and it still takes on.
I'm going to meet him in about half an hour.
It's time for me to tell him that I have fallen madly in love with him, too.
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today I'd like to talk to you about kissing.
A kiss on the right time from the right person can mean the world to you.
Adam and I went out last night and we came home real late, like at midnight or something.
Since my sister and my mom were asleep already we went to my room.
I wanted to put some mp3 files on his iPod which I had prepared earlier for him.
Of course this was not what I really wanted.
We ended up on my bed making out. I wanted more but I was also a bit drunk.
He refused to take off his clothes while still enjoying the fact that I was half naked... lol... so there is still hope :o)
what we actually did was more beautiful than sex. It was love in it's most... whoaw... I just realized it was the best kiss of my life.We layed there and it was a bit cold for me so he was just hugging me from behind and we stayed like that for half an hour.
then he gave me a long kiss. I could feel his heart beating.
Kiss. it's a beautiful word, isn't it? He kissed me in a way that I felt like he is a part of me. like my hand. Then he said it: Adam said I love you.
He is the right guy at the right place at the right time.
I had school today and I can honestly say that I have no clue how the day went by. I had a high I was riding on and it still takes on.
I'm going to meet him in about half an hour.
It's time for me to tell him that I have fallen madly in love with him, too.
Nov 20, 2008
pure emotion
this song and video... just... watch it... be warned though, it's intense...
"no heaven" by justin nozuka
young brother hand me the gun
on with it, off with it
i'm burning strong like the sun
i do believe, it's time for me
it's gonna hurt, but then i'm free
and i will be in heaven, with the angels
flying over water, i am free
there will be no darkness, no pain
and young brother right when i'm done
follow me, so we can be together
watch me as i put it to my head
hold my hand, don't turn your head
don't turn your head
soon i will be in heaven, with the angels
flying over water, i am free
there will be no darkness, no pain
the pain will be gone
and the anger will be gone
the depression will be gone
only love from everyone
soon as i pass one
ten, nine, eight
seven, six, five
four, three, two
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one
---
oh old brother, what have you done
oh old brother, what have you done--
what if there's no heaven, and you find yourself alone, walking through a tunnel and everyone has gone
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and betrayed by the one
and you are conscious in your grave
brother what then
if there is no heaven
Nov 19, 2008
BOYS
Hey boys, have you ever thought about
About all of those little doubts
That keep comin' up in a boy's mind
When you just smile,
Cause baby, how should he know what you really feel
If that look was fake or real,
Or if he's the 5th or 6th guy
To whom you smile
Baby, think about the way that you treat a boy,
Cause shouldn't treat him like a toy,
If you would like him to spend the night,
Then baby, go and tell him right
Boys - 'cause now I'm talking about
Boys - 'cause you don't know about
Boys - with your love we are happy
Boys - oh, I like being one of them
Boys - now I'm talking about
Boys - oh, the hyped up and psyched up
Boys - always thinking about lovely.
Boys
And now I'm thinking that the time is right for a hot night,
To make you hold me tight and make you feel right.
And if there's something that you want that I got,
You can have it all night, non-stop.
I wanna treat you right and take you higher and higher,
I wanna hold you tight and make you hot like fire,
I wanna stay all night, I wanna quench your desire,
Some I forgot? I think not!
But boy now, hey, how should I know what you'd say
If I'd ask you to play for a night and a day,
Would you say, hey babe, I'd like you to stay,
Or would you say, no, no, no, no way.
Boys, if you want us to stay, you gotta say so,
And if you want us to leave, you gotta say no,
Is it friendship or the real deal?
Boys, tell us what you want, what you need, what you feel!
Hey boys, if you like a boy, then you know
That it's alright to make a show
You can play a little hard to get
Just to make him sweat
But baby, if you keep him waiting too long,
Then one day, he might be gone,
So just tell him what is right
And what you like
Baby, think about the way that you treat a boy,
Cause you shouldn't treat him like a toy,
If you would like him to spend the night,
Then baby, go and tell him right
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