...from this dream
This I Love
Guns N' Roses - This I Love
from the new album Chinese Democracy - piano cover
Dec 13, 2008
wake up...
...from this dream
This I Love
16 checked, 5 to go (or) 16 and the consequences
As a few of my loyal readers already know, my birthday was on last Wednesday.
I finally turned 16, now it can stay like this for a while. For 17 I don't care that much... with 18 I'll be legal and an adult here in Germany... with 21 I'll be legal at home in LA.
Jeez I can hardly wait to finally watch my first gay porn movie ;o)
16 means I get to tease Dominik... his curfew is still 10pm while mine is midnight :p
It also means that I can "go out" with adam to a "late movie" without fearing any legal consequences (since he is 18 and an adult and I was 15 and a minor) :o)
Oh I didn't tell you guys yet. My mom and I had "THE TALK".
Yes, you heard me... It was hilarious to sit down and listen to her telling me all the stuff about using condoms and STD's and stuff... Since I never brought home a boyfriend before I met Adam she must have thought that her gay son lived in a celibacy or something.
I told her that I never brought a boyfriend home because there never was a boyfriend... however I admitted to her that I have... how did I put it? yeah... I admitted to have had "fun" before.
After explaining to her that I think it is gross and I don't need to hear all these things from my mom she told me to shut up and listen. Then she smiled and said that in case I ever come home pregnant she can look me in the face and say that at least she told me :)
Ah, Mommy... I'll always be your little boy, hah?
Now on to my presents... which are the most important part of a dumb, superficial teenagers birthday, isn't it:
I got a brand new bike which I wanted for sooooo long. It has a frame made of aluminum and really big tires for mountainbiking and it only wheighs 5kg.
Dominik gave me a MAN-necklace that glows in the dark. I love it.
And Adam, well Adam... I love you, Adam.
Adam gave me a night to remember all my life.
Get your mind out of the gutter, I don't mean that. If you think about THAT, then you are perverted. Besides it would be a night for HIM to remember all HIS life.
But back to Adams gift :o)
He gave me a fairy tale like evening where I felt like I am dreaming every second of it.
It started out with a visit at one of the biggest christmas markets in Germany. We drank hot wine and I bought a wooden heart which says love me and give me life.
After a while he told me to close my eyes and he needed to blindfold me.
After I finally gave in, we took a taxi and we had a 10 minute drive. All he said was that we are going to a park nearby.
When we arrived and got out of the taxi I could hear things... a horse walking on the street.
It came closer and closer... then he finally took off the blindfold and I was... amazed.
There it was... a white horse and a big white horse carriage. Adam had rented a horse-carriage for me. I never have been on a horse carriage. It was great. We got in and the "driver" gave us a blanket.
Adam took a flask of hot choclate and big double choclate cookies out of the basket that was already in the carriage and we drove through the park for what seemed like hoooours.
It was dark, but it was still a warm winter night. I will never forget how he looked me in the eyes and told me he loves me.
Have I promised too much? Isn't this like all the fairy tales go?
I love Adam. He knows which buttons to push to get to my heart. To me this night was the definition of love.
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Talking about fairytales and knights in shining armour... here's a video that my friend Michael has found. It is a story written and drawn by a girl who's brother is gay. I wish my sister would be more like her.
Have fun watching "Ruppert, the gay knight"
I finally turned 16, now it can stay like this for a while. For 17 I don't care that much... with 18 I'll be legal and an adult here in Germany... with 21 I'll be legal at home in LA.
Jeez I can hardly wait to finally watch my first gay porn movie ;o)
16 means I get to tease Dominik... his curfew is still 10pm while mine is midnight :p
It also means that I can "go out" with adam to a "late movie" without fearing any legal consequences (since he is 18 and an adult and I was 15 and a minor) :o)
Oh I didn't tell you guys yet. My mom and I had "THE TALK".
Yes, you heard me... It was hilarious to sit down and listen to her telling me all the stuff about using condoms and STD's and stuff... Since I never brought home a boyfriend before I met Adam she must have thought that her gay son lived in a celibacy or something.
I told her that I never brought a boyfriend home because there never was a boyfriend... however I admitted to her that I have... how did I put it? yeah... I admitted to have had "fun" before.
After explaining to her that I think it is gross and I don't need to hear all these things from my mom she told me to shut up and listen. Then she smiled and said that in case I ever come home pregnant she can look me in the face and say that at least she told me :)
Ah, Mommy... I'll always be your little boy, hah?
Now on to my presents... which are the most important part of a dumb, superficial teenagers birthday, isn't it:I got a brand new bike which I wanted for sooooo long. It has a frame made of aluminum and really big tires for mountainbiking and it only wheighs 5kg.
Dominik gave me a MAN-necklace that glows in the dark. I love it.
And Adam, well Adam... I love you, Adam.
Adam gave me a night to remember all my life.
Get your mind out of the gutter, I don't mean that. If you think about THAT, then you are perverted. Besides it would be a night for HIM to remember all HIS life.
But back to Adams gift :o)
He gave me a fairy tale like evening where I felt like I am dreaming every second of it.
It started out with a visit at one of the biggest christmas markets in Germany. We drank hot wine and I bought a wooden heart which says love me and give me life.
After a while he told me to close my eyes and he needed to blindfold me.
After I finally gave in, we took a taxi and we had a 10 minute drive. All he said was that we are going to a park nearby.
When we arrived and got out of the taxi I could hear things... a horse walking on the street.
It came closer and closer... then he finally took off the blindfold and I was... amazed.
There it was... a white horse and a big white horse carriage. Adam had rented a horse-carriage for me. I never have been on a horse carriage. It was great. We got in and the "driver" gave us a blanket.
Adam took a flask of hot choclate and big double choclate cookies out of the basket that was already in the carriage and we drove through the park for what seemed like hoooours.
It was dark, but it was still a warm winter night. I will never forget how he looked me in the eyes and told me he loves me.
Have I promised too much? Isn't this like all the fairy tales go?
I love Adam. He knows which buttons to push to get to my heart. To me this night was the definition of love.
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Talking about fairytales and knights in shining armour... here's a video that my friend Michael has found. It is a story written and drawn by a girl who's brother is gay. I wish my sister would be more like her.
Have fun watching "Ruppert, the gay knight"
Dec 7, 2008
in peace
Nice melody to listen to before going to bed. It relaxes every tensed muscles in you.
Besame Mucho - Sungha Jung
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