It's Friday night, no, Saturday morning 1:24am.
I'm drunk
Dominik made me drunk. He's cute. He snuggled up to me at the bonfire.
I'm glad we had blankets.
I'm drunk
Sep 26, 2009
Sep 23, 2009
Sep 17, 2009
surprise punch
Your punch was surprising. He wasn't expecting it. It looked something like this:
I love you
I love you
"Boom Boom" Nicky
Ok, let's get this over with.
I did something bad or good but bad only that it was the right thing but it was a bad thing too.
Confused?
Here's the story.
Last Wednesday I came out of class to see that some guy is pushing Dominik. Dominik pushed him back. Then as I ran towards them to help Dominik, that guy stopped pushing and only said one word. He called Dominik a "Hurensohn".
That word combined with me seeing the guy pushing Dominik made me lose control and so I did what I never did before.
I was aiming for his head but he kinda leaned forward and I punched his jaw.
He was stoped by his friends. I swear to god, we both were so much in rage that if they hadn't stoped him, one of us would have landed in hospital.
That night I was in so much pain I could hardly sleep. After going to the doctor he told me that I broke my hand. The base part of my middle finger has a clean fracture and there is a hairsplit on the back of my hand.
Now I have to wear a castlike plastic thing that keeps my hand still.
Obviously I didn't go to school because I was at the doctors. Who btw is an asshole. I asked him for painkillers and he said I deserve the pain because of what I have done.
Anyways, when I logged in to SchülerVZ (a german social network for students) I had 23 messages. All pretty much saying the same thing "wow, you stud. YOU BROKE HIS JAW"
And suddenly I am pretty popular with the girls, because I "came to Dominik's rescue" and I am "the knight in shining armor", so to speak.
I broke my hand while breaking his jaw. How gay is that?
Well, to make things short, on saturday the police came to my house and interviewed me. After signing a few papers and giving them my identification and stuff they told me that I probably have to go to court and my punishment will be some community service.
For my German readers: they have Strafanzeige erstattet.
To top things off. Mom was in Italy with my aunt (who is gonna go back to LA this sunday *sniff*) and Jürgen (her bf). So my sister called her and told her about the police. Then mom called me and said stuff like "I don't know you, who are you?" then she grounded me, ON THE PHONE.
Neither she nor Dominik's mom knew at that time why I did it. I couldn't stand in front of his Mom and tell her in the face that I did it because some idiot called her a WHORE. Seriously, can you do that? Can you use that word in front of someone you respect?
I can't.
So when Mom returned on Monday and she, Jürgen and I sat down to discuss what I have done, I told Jürgen why I did it. And he told mom. So yeah. After they talked for a while they called me in and mom told me I am not grounded anymore and that she is gonna talk to Markus' parents and try to convince them to withdraw their report (I don't know the right word).
But she still wasn't happy about it.
Today she told Dominik's mom. And Dominik called me afterwards and told me that his mom went to him and told him that she thinks he has a good friend in me.
Hmm, I donno if this is a good or bad thing. I tend to say it is a bad thing.
My Coach actually called me and yelled at me for not being able to play for the next 6 weeks. He said I did the right thing but then started to call me an idiot an asshole and very selfish person. Oh and that he's proud of me.
yeah.
And on Tuesday when I went to basketball practice to support the team by just sitting there and watching, he made me run 30 laps around the court. Just for (his) fun.
I did something bad or good but bad only that it was the right thing but it was a bad thing too.
Confused?
Here's the story.
Last Wednesday I came out of class to see that some guy is pushing Dominik. Dominik pushed him back. Then as I ran towards them to help Dominik, that guy stopped pushing and only said one word. He called Dominik a "Hurensohn".
That word combined with me seeing the guy pushing Dominik made me lose control and so I did what I never did before.
I was aiming for his head but he kinda leaned forward and I punched his jaw.
He was stoped by his friends. I swear to god, we both were so much in rage that if they hadn't stoped him, one of us would have landed in hospital.
That night I was in so much pain I could hardly sleep. After going to the doctor he told me that I broke my hand. The base part of my middle finger has a clean fracture and there is a hairsplit on the back of my hand.
Now I have to wear a castlike plastic thing that keeps my hand still.
Obviously I didn't go to school because I was at the doctors. Who btw is an asshole. I asked him for painkillers and he said I deserve the pain because of what I have done.
Anyways, when I logged in to SchülerVZ (a german social network for students) I had 23 messages. All pretty much saying the same thing "wow, you stud. YOU BROKE HIS JAW"
And suddenly I am pretty popular with the girls, because I "came to Dominik's rescue" and I am "the knight in shining armor", so to speak.
I broke my hand while breaking his jaw. How gay is that?
Well, to make things short, on saturday the police came to my house and interviewed me. After signing a few papers and giving them my identification and stuff they told me that I probably have to go to court and my punishment will be some community service.
For my German readers: they have Strafanzeige erstattet.
To top things off. Mom was in Italy with my aunt (who is gonna go back to LA this sunday *sniff*) and Jürgen (her bf). So my sister called her and told her about the police. Then mom called me and said stuff like "I don't know you, who are you?" then she grounded me, ON THE PHONE.
Neither she nor Dominik's mom knew at that time why I did it. I couldn't stand in front of his Mom and tell her in the face that I did it because some idiot called her a WHORE. Seriously, can you do that? Can you use that word in front of someone you respect?
I can't.
So when Mom returned on Monday and she, Jürgen and I sat down to discuss what I have done, I told Jürgen why I did it. And he told mom. So yeah. After they talked for a while they called me in and mom told me I am not grounded anymore and that she is gonna talk to Markus' parents and try to convince them to withdraw their report (I don't know the right word).
But she still wasn't happy about it.
Today she told Dominik's mom. And Dominik called me afterwards and told me that his mom went to him and told him that she thinks he has a good friend in me.
Hmm, I donno if this is a good or bad thing. I tend to say it is a bad thing.
My Coach actually called me and yelled at me for not being able to play for the next 6 weeks. He said I did the right thing but then started to call me an idiot an asshole and very selfish person. Oh and that he's proud of me.
yeah.
And on Tuesday when I went to basketball practice to support the team by just sitting there and watching, he made me run 30 laps around the court. Just for (his) fun.
(C)rap Music
I know this title is very disrecpectful. But it serves a purpose.
I never liked rap music. Except a few songs of Tupac, Run DMC, Eminem and Kanye West.
I simply don't get that dissin', unrespectful, motherfucking, bitchin, fucking, shit, cunt, wanna lick your pussy rap music.
But yesterday, I saw something that changed my view on rap music a bit.
After Kanye did what he did on the VMAs he went to the Jay Leno Show and aplologized for it.
That is not the impressive thing though. I think that's the least thing he could do.
But what impressed me is, that Jay Z and Rihanna didn't let him fall. They went on the show and perfrmed with him and showed their support for him. Jay Z is kinda known as one of the godfathers of rap music today. And the way he was looking at Kanye during the performance and supporting him, brought me to believe that there is actually something like a codex in that genre.
I never liked rap music. Except a few songs of Tupac, Run DMC, Eminem and Kanye West.
I simply don't get that dissin', unrespectful, motherfucking, bitchin, fucking, shit, cunt, wanna lick your pussy rap music.
But yesterday, I saw something that changed my view on rap music a bit.
After Kanye did what he did on the VMAs he went to the Jay Leno Show and aplologized for it.
That is not the impressive thing though. I think that's the least thing he could do.
But what impressed me is, that Jay Z and Rihanna didn't let him fall. They went on the show and perfrmed with him and showed their support for him. Jay Z is kinda known as one of the godfathers of rap music today. And the way he was looking at Kanye during the performance and supporting him, brought me to believe that there is actually something like a codex in that genre.
Sep 6, 2009
I think I'm straight
yes, you heard me.
I can't be gay. It's impossible.
I was in Roermond today. Roermond is a city in the Netherlands close to the German border.
There is a shopping mall there called Designer Outlet Roermond which is kind of a town built inside of the city of Roermond. As you may have guessed it's a special place where only designer labels are sold (Gucci, Hugo Boss, Joop, Dolce&Gabbana, Diesel).
So I assume real gay men would feel like they are in heaven.
But I couldn't leave soon enough. It seems the gay gene for shopping is missing from my gene pool.
I bought two Diesel Jeans, two D&G shirts and a pair of Nikes. And that was it. The rest of the time I was deadly bored and sat down outside the stores and waited for my family to finish.
Thank god there were a lot of really cute dutch boys walking around. And I got to flirt with a 17 year old Vietnamese who was working at that bistro we stoped at to have coffee. He was totally sweet and smiled all the time and when we bought our coffee and sat down (it was self service), he came over and started cleaning the (already clean) tables around us and then kept on talking to me. And then he left again after feeling like he should show his boss that he's actually working, only to come back with a few mini cookies on a plate and said in a megasweet voice "here you go, some sweets for you". When I left he waved at me and gave me that smiling look again.
Oh wait, did I say "thank god there were cute boys"?
Maybe I'm gay after all.
pheeew. what a relief.
I can't be gay. It's impossible.
I was in Roermond today. Roermond is a city in the Netherlands close to the German border.
There is a shopping mall there called Designer Outlet Roermond which is kind of a town built inside of the city of Roermond. As you may have guessed it's a special place where only designer labels are sold (Gucci, Hugo Boss, Joop, Dolce&Gabbana, Diesel).
So I assume real gay men would feel like they are in heaven.
But I couldn't leave soon enough. It seems the gay gene for shopping is missing from my gene pool.
I bought two Diesel Jeans, two D&G shirts and a pair of Nikes. And that was it. The rest of the time I was deadly bored and sat down outside the stores and waited for my family to finish.
Thank god there were a lot of really cute dutch boys walking around. And I got to flirt with a 17 year old Vietnamese who was working at that bistro we stoped at to have coffee. He was totally sweet and smiled all the time and when we bought our coffee and sat down (it was self service), he came over and started cleaning the (already clean) tables around us and then kept on talking to me. And then he left again after feeling like he should show his boss that he's actually working, only to come back with a few mini cookies on a plate and said in a megasweet voice "here you go, some sweets for you". When I left he waved at me and gave me that smiling look again.
Oh wait, did I say "thank god there were cute boys"?
Maybe I'm gay after all.
pheeew. what a relief.
Sep 5, 2009
A Three and a Half Year Shoe Contract
Friends, i have once again completed watching one of my ALL TIME favorite films
The Life Aquatic
Directed by Wes Anderson
And staring Bill Murray.
I would like to share a poem with you that i wrote some time ago.
It is titled
(picture of a palm-like tree)Pluck
What
Can be found
but never touched
evil but love light &
dark life and death
air and solid all touch earth is
stopped the root is not buried deep
see cant everyone diction leather lead
let it all out show your life stop the crap
that can be started dont listen revolt
end all that none end conform stop all never
begin the conform stop if you want on the
never ending ride no one escapes it
doesnt end if you plant a seed
you do nothing to prevent
nothing START IT ALL.
Dedicated to Esteban.
And the past.
And the future.
I love all of you, take care.
~Jake~
The Life Aquatic
Directed by Wes Anderson
And staring Bill Murray.
I would like to share a poem with you that i wrote some time ago.
It is titled
(picture of a palm-like tree)Pluck
What
Can be found
but never touched
evil but love light &
dark life and death
air and solid all touch earth is
stopped the root is not buried deep
see cant everyone diction leather lead
let it all out show your life stop the crap
that can be started dont listen revolt
end all that none end conform stop all never
begin the conform stop if you want on the
never ending ride no one escapes it
doesnt end if you plant a seed
you do nothing to prevent
nothing START IT ALL.
Dedicated to Esteban.
And the past.
And the future.
I love all of you, take care.
~Jake~
Sep 4, 2009
yum.
This is probably gonna be the only time I post a picture like that in our blog. I want to keep this blog non-sexual. I know I know, I failed here and there, but it's still my intention.
So... this picture, well.... I... I couldn't resist to post it.
So... this picture, well.... I... I couldn't resist to post it.
Sep 1, 2009
Pure Disappointment
I need to vent, I need to vent really bad.
why do I need to vent? because of one Mister Nicolas Cage.
Mister Nicolas Cage was one of my most favorite. No wait... he was THE most favorite actor of mine ever.
I mean, look at the movies he's made... Con Air, Face Off with Travolta, THE ROCK, and need I mention his brilliant brilliant brilliant acting in The Matchstick Men?
So when I hear that Mister Nicolas Cage headlines a movie, I automatically assume that movie is the best movie of the DECADE.
Oh how wrong I was.
I watched "The Wicker Man" with a promising very good start. Very mysterious. A cop is called to a secluded private island by her former fiance to help her find her kidnapped daughter.
Great story. Great acting. Honestly, Nicolas. Good work. BUT THE MOVIE WAS TOTAL CRAP.
Then, I watched "The Knowing". Again... a perfect story, very good in the beginning, very good acting on your part, Nicolas. Very mysterious, thrilling story. BUT THEY HAD TO FUCK IT UP with adding aliens to the story. I mean... are you even reading the scripts before you accept a job offer?
You let me down, man. YOU. LET. ME: DOWN.
I hate you Mister Nicolas Cage, I hate you. I hate you because you STILL are my favorite actor of all times. And I hate you because of all the money you're gonna get from me for the future bad movies you make that I'll watch because of you.
why do I need to vent? because of one Mister Nicolas Cage.
Mister Nicolas Cage was one of my most favorite. No wait... he was THE most favorite actor of mine ever.
I mean, look at the movies he's made... Con Air, Face Off with Travolta, THE ROCK, and need I mention his brilliant brilliant brilliant acting in The Matchstick Men?
So when I hear that Mister Nicolas Cage headlines a movie, I automatically assume that movie is the best movie of the DECADE.
Oh how wrong I was.
I watched "The Wicker Man" with a promising very good start. Very mysterious. A cop is called to a secluded private island by her former fiance to help her find her kidnapped daughter.
Great story. Great acting. Honestly, Nicolas. Good work. BUT THE MOVIE WAS TOTAL CRAP.
Then, I watched "The Knowing". Again... a perfect story, very good in the beginning, very good acting on your part, Nicolas. Very mysterious, thrilling story. BUT THEY HAD TO FUCK IT UP with adding aliens to the story. I mean... are you even reading the scripts before you accept a job offer?
You let me down, man. YOU. LET. ME: DOWN.
I hate you Mister Nicolas Cage, I hate you. I hate you because you STILL are my favorite actor of all times. And I hate you because of all the money you're gonna get from me for the future bad movies you make that I'll watch because of you.
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