Trust

I've been gone for a long time. My computer's gone whack. I'm at my aunt's house. A lot has happened. I met some gays at school and this guy, Travis, who hungout with them. At first I hated him, but then I fell for him. I was infatuated and wanted to be around him lots. Then I told him I liked him after he asked me if I was gay. I joined the choir because he was on it (p.s. - I can't sing.) Told him on October 3rd. I didn't go to school on October 6 and I called him and asked him straight up I he liked me over the phone. He said no. There was a group of them around when I asked him. Another person asked me if I would suck his dick and I said yes. That's was my mistake! A few days later my friend, Jason (Nic, you remember Jason?) called me out and told me that he heard some things about me, the things I told Travis. I couldn't believe. Not only Jason knew, but also strangers. I was being found out and I knew that Travis couldn't no longer be trusted and neither could his friends. i am currently alienating them and staying far from them. They are trouble with a capital "T". There was a point where I felt like I had no friends and that my life was less interesting and fun than a sea sponge. I miss you guys. I don't know who I can trust here, who will be there for me when I'm down and not betray me.