kissing

fuck it's hard to concentrate on the good things in life, when you are really mad at someone.
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today I'd like to talk to you about kissing.
A kiss on the right time from the right person can mean the world to you.

Adam and I went out last night and we came home real late, like at midnight or something.
Since my sister and my mom were asleep already we went to my room.
I wanted to put some mp3 files on his iPod which I had prepared earlier for him.

Of course this was not what I really wanted.

We ended up on my bed making out. I wanted more but I was also a bit drunk.
He refused to take off his clothes while still enjoying the fact that I was half naked... lol... so there is still hope :o)

what we actually did was more beautiful than sex. It was love in it's most... whoaw... I just realized it was the best kiss of my life.
We layed there and it was a bit cold for me so he was just hugging me from behind and we stayed like that for half an hour.

then he gave me a long kiss. I could feel his heart beating.

Kiss. it's a beautiful word, isn't it? He kissed me in a way that I felt like he is a part of me. like my hand. Then he said it: Adam said I love you.

He is the right guy at the right place at the right time.

I had school today and I can honestly say that I have no clue how the day went by. I had a high I was riding on and it still takes on.
I'm going to meet him in about half an hour.

It's time for me to tell him that I have fallen madly in love with him, too.